wishmeluck

 A long story short…hopefully.

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 I was doing really well yesterday morning, my oldest daughter was home sick and I was getting alot of errands done while my hubby to be watched the girls at home. Then I had to jet to my staff metting where low and behold my boss had decided to comp out a table worth of food for us. Of course nothing was acceptable. Gotta love that, and even though I was starving! I just grabbed a water and sat down.

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  Anyhow, my boss then pulls out a large bowl with ice in it and on top like a pot of gold were candy bars. So I stay strong……. right up until she calls me out for not eating. She was like bla bla bla grab a candy bar, go get a plate we can wait for you… bla bla bla . well. as proud as I am of myself for sticking to my diet and working hard, I was suddenly embarrased and didn’t want to tell anyone I was watching my weight. so to deflect the attention I just grabed a candy bar. 280 freeking calories!!!!!!!!! it wasn’t even that good!!!!!! so whtever I was mad. anyhow…… finished up the day running errands going to my son’s bookfair open house bla bla bla…. then ladies night, and I was in such a bad mood, that I said screw it and ate my dinner like no body’s buisness! Anyhow little now, but I have been busting my butt today hoping that my screw up doesnt reflect our team on Sunday. So to everyone, trust me I feel like crap today. I don’t need anyone to post that this stuff happens, even if you mean it becuase I am just really disapointed. So yeah…. part of this webiste is to own up to your actions, so I just wanted to share my day….. Back on track! Criss cross!!!! Julia